The Wait Is Over

Tonight I got the results of my ovulation check. The wait is over and yet is still just beginning. I didn't ovulate. I am no closer to a child than I was back in April or even January. The only thing I have learnt is Clomid kicked my asss.

The doctor is willing to increase the prescription but after my last run in at the pharmacy I don't want to. I also don't think my body could handle another round. I think I pretty much had every side effect last time. Simon thinks quitting Clomid is a mistake and we should increase to 200mg. The only way I am increasing is to 200mg is if large quantities of infertile woman come forth to tell me their children were conceived on 200mg.

So I guess if we want to continue it's on to IUI. I am not remotely excited by this due to the injectables and the cost. Not to mention another doctor's appointment to get referred to the university's program. And I am sure there will be initial consultations and time off work so it will cost even more than originally thought. I just feel so disheartened right now.

If anyone is reading this who is or has been in this position I would love to know what you've done.