BLAH!!!

I can so tell it's going to be one of those weekends. Babyistis is hitting hard. I have been home for like 2 hours and I already exhausted my normal websites that I check. The major difference is tonight I don't feel like I can shut the computer down and go do something else. I also don't have a good idea of what to google. So when there is nothing left to google and I have babyists all I do is visit websites that waste my time or make me sad.

Hi, my name is Val and I am addicted to Pinterest. It's actually a decent coping mechanism for a variety of issues not just infertility. AND it's educational...me being a teacher and all!!! It's important to learn something new everyday. Here is the lesson of the day...

Shark brains TOTALLY look like female reproductive organs!!!!!!!!

So in an infertility overshare, "shark week" continues!!!!!!! I need to change it to shark month! How have I not died yet???

So I overshared that small story to share my finest moment this week. Last night I was looking around the internet at different infertility blogs (symptoms of babyistis). I stumbled across one with post title of hematomawhore. Who wouldn't want to read that? To summarize this lovely lady is about 10 weeks pregnant with twins and she had bleeding (the scary kind). So she had an ultrasound and discovered a subchronic hematoma near her placentas causing the bleeding.

Can you see where this is heading? Shark month combined with the variety of imaginary symptoms combine with real 'it could be a million different normal illness' symptoms and I having to talk myself away from the bathroom. I seriously lost my tiny mind for about 2 hours and almost peed on a stick!!!! Sadly now that I'm reliving the story I am tempted!! This weekend is gonna suck!