Well everything seems to quiet on the crazy front at the moment. But a lot of that depends on what I can achieve tonight. We have parent teacher conferences on Monday. If can I get everything done tonight and leave it at school ready for Monday than I think I just might get to keep my tiny mind. If I don't well than it will get UGLY! Between getting ready for conferences, stuffing portfolio, spending time with Sim and Lucks before I go to the states, get all the lesson plans/photocopies ready for while I am gone, etc. there are plenty of opportunities to lose it.

On the infertility front...

A's baby shower went off without a hitch. Everyone was impressed and had lots of fun. A was overwhelmed and even cried! It truly did feel amazing to do something like that for her. I wasn't even upset or jealous on the day. Which I feel is a major accomplishment for me and I was very proud of myself.

Today I experienced a very surreal moment. My street ends in a T intersection. As I was coming home tonight the people who live in the house at the intersection were on their way to the car. The man was pulling an small suitcase and rushing to the car as a VERY pregnant woman worked her way down the driveway to the car. It was just so surreal that no one else was around and they were off to have a baby. I just can't describe it but I felt like I was intruding on their moment even though I was in the car.

I think I have procastinated enough and now I should prevent the September 2011 meltdown.