Babies Are Priceless

I am exhausted. I went into work today to begin getting everything ready for the first day of school on Friday. I completely forgot how tiring it is. My back hurts. My shoulders hurt. My arms hurt. And oddly my left heel hurts. But what hurts the most are the boobs. They don't particularly enjoy when Lucky decides to stand on them or walk across them.

I am still spot free and have been experiencing lots of little twinges. I'm really hoping this is a good sign. I am still not sure how confident I am. I want to be 1,000% sure and confident but I am afraid. I am still worried that I don't have lots of "early" symptoms like last time. My new friend cervical mucus has left the building. I am still worried about getting my hopes up. The other thing is a lot of people tend to know about this cycle so I potentially have to tell half a million people it failed. I really don't want to do that.

Yesterday, I fully indulged in baby obsessing. I allowed myself to "window" shop for baby products like car seats, strollers, bottles, and cribs. I also did some research on which of those products is the safest etc. It just totally reconfirmed how expensive those little miracles are. And now because I read 25,000 reviews and safety information, I won't be able to go back to just any old car seat. It has to be the highly expensive one and we most likely need two because heaven forbid Simon not have a car seat in his car. Basically, I began to lose my tiny mind about something that currently is an issue. Please tell me someone, anyone!, has done the same thing.

P.S. I can't afford a giveaway and I have no idea what I would give away but I thought I might try something for fun. I took a picture of my AWESOMELY bloated stomach last Friday after my IUI. I have been hmm-ing and ha-ing if I should post it. Leave me a comment and let me know what you think.