Wicked!

What do the Wicked Witch of the East and I have in common? EVERYTHING! We are one in the same. I am 100% sure my student teacher thinks I flew home on my broom tonight. I am moody and snapping at everyone. Poor Simon is wearing most of it. We are currently sleeping in separate bedrooms at the moment. It's a long story but I am sure if I told it you would see it my way too. I also feel like someone has dropped a house on me.

Tonight I am drinking and quite a bit, too. I rarely drink. I have a glass of wine every now and then but tonight I might as well be bathing in it! The fun part is I DON'T CARE. I am sooo tired and sooo over it all.

Simon is sick and we have only had sex 2 times this cycle. WOOHOO we are really going to get pregnant. I have put myself through all this crap basically for nothing. Today is cycle day 19 and after talking to the doctor tonight I don't think I even ovulated. Which I am starting to think is a good thing because I feel very overwhelmed by life right now. I am seriously starting to question how fit I am to be someone's mommy.

I just need to scream AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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