I would love to say today was better but the best I can say was I improved some. My tiny mind is still out there somewhere and if it doesn't come back by tomorrow than I may have to start posting Lost signs around the neighborhood.
We went over to my in-laws new house to help the landscape the backyard. I am not suppose to do much because I have lower back issues sometimes. Lifting and general hard labor is out for me (I have a note from my doctor to prove it!). That makes me site supervisor and I get to sit on the comfy patio chair observing. I did help some until I noticed that the more I assisted the worse my bleeding got.
Yep, that right folks. I have gone from spotting post scan to actually requiring a tampon. So I am pretty sure this cycle will be cancelled. Then we can put it in the major fail category. Not to mention in the back of my info book it says they cancel after 21 days and no major follicle development. My use by date is tomorrow unless my ovaries came to the party fashionably late.
When I realized this I cried. In front of Simon no less. Like BIG ugly crying. I don't think he knew what to do because got me ice cream. Then we drove past a school. I cried. We drove past it again on the way home and I noticed their sign was welcoming the new kindergarten kids to orientation for next year. I cried. Basically everything leads to crying or me wanting to kick someone in the ovaries.
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