A Small Bump

So my momma (and everyone else's!) always said you have to have bad days to enjoy the good. Well, today would be a bad day. I don't why. It pretty much just hit out of the blue.

We started out this morning at Simon's parents' new house. They get the keys next week and there needs to be a big push to get the backyard done so they can be out of their rental by the end of the month. They were having breakfast while we cleaned up the block.

Then we walked around to their park while we were waiting for them. They have a really fantastic park. My favorite part other than the swings it the hammock! Simon started rocking me and I thought I was gonna spew!!

While we were there a family was sitting up for their daughter's birthday party under the pavilion. That moment was the only moment of wishing and wanting. I just kept thinking of how I couldn't really wait until we could bring our baby to this park to play. I kept having visions of pushing the baby in the swing.

Life was pretty bland and boring afterwards so I have zero idea why I have been really upset about not having a baby. I am just going to put it down as having an off day. I am going to try and relax (as much as possible). I have my next monitoring appointment tomorrow and boy do I have a few questions for Leith. And because 5:30 comes wayyyy to fast and I am part loser now, I am going to bed.